too much time on the computer.

i mean really, i wonder if i would have a real hobby if i wasn't reading loads of blogs and sites. it's recently struck me that most of the time i don't do much of anything with what i read, even if i really like it. what sets me apart from all these wonderful people with delicious food blogs? why am i seemingly incapable of making yummy dishes? there's something holding me back, and i'm not quite sure what it is. ok maybe i do know what it is. i'm not quite sure why i'm so scared about cooking, but it's there holding me back from eating yummy food.