i'm too nervous to go to sleep and start the day tomorrow.
why are my physical symptoms so scary right now?
i mean, yes, i've been through training and everything...but i had last week to get used to stuff, not including the 1 1/2 days i was training other random things.
i don't know why i feel so awful! i haven't felt this bad recently about work! really!
i just want it to go away.
i know i'll get the hang of things, i just need to calm down.
SO.
god damnit things will be okay.
well maybe i'm just more worried now because i passed the physical training and might have to be in charge of something?
or the fact that i had an intense back spasm out of no where last week (though rightlfuly so after calm p) and spent friday incredibly sore?
you can do this. please just be okay. please.
oh god, i'm going to cry.
maybe this is because i'm getting my period this week? no wonder my face is so broken out.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh :(
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